Putting my best friend down tomorrow I absolutely hate that this is the best and honestly only option I have.
I either let him live and watch him cry and struggle just to move around in his bed, he can’t walk, or play. or even stand up to potty. or I say goodbye to him forever.
Sometimes when he’s laying in my bed beside me I forget that he’s hurting, but then when he tries to roll onto his back to sleep, he cries from the pain and it takes him minutes to do what used to take mere seconds.
If my mother and I didn’t constantly put his food or water dish in his bed next to him periodically through the day, he’d starve :(